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  • Monthly Archives: October 2023

    • Make Your Word(s) Count

      Posted at 5:10 pm by kayewer, on October 28, 2023

      November marks the start of National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo), a challenge in which participants attempt to write a 50,000 word story in 30 days. This is my attempt at completing it for the third consecutive year. I’ve kept with the tradition of the past two years by purchasing my official tee shirt saying I won, which will serve as an incentive while I work toward a daily word count of 1,667 (rounding up to avoid an evil number).

      Fortunately, in the past I have gone over my count on some days, while others prove more challenging, with appointments and events scattered through the month to interfere with typing time (not the least of which is Thanksgiving). As part of my self-care daily routine, I normally solve a variety of daily online puzzles. My landscaping requires sporadic watering until the first year is over (or in cases of rain or snow), and the leaves have waited until the end of October to demand my attention. I have also committed to a gettogether with some old friends on one weekend, and a second annual trip across state on another. This means I will be writing at some odd hours, at least for me. Some folks are staying up on Halloween until midnight to get an official jumpstart to the challenge, but that won’t be me.

      Meanwhile, my mind has been swimming with ideas waiting to be typed out, but I want those words to be part of my daily count, so instead of writing on my “when I think it, I write it” schedule, I’m suffering from an overstuffed brain until November 1.

      I could liken the feeling of unrequited word counts to a full clothes dryer lint trap stuffed with fire-hazard fluff which also prevents a thorough dryer heating experience. However, I clean mine after every load without fail. When a repair person had to come out to replace a drum belt on the dryer, he even commented on how clean my lint trap was.

      I can go to the great beyond knowing I had the cleanest and safest lint trap in the county.

      Instead I should compare the excess brain stuff to the clutter that I dealt with for a week before trash collection. If you recall, I missed trash day the previous week, so everything I planned to put out had to wait to be discarded a week later. My weekly trash is usually one bucket, one box and one bag, but this week it was no bucket, three boxes and two bags. What will the neighbors think?

      So I have been going through my days while living with the ideas for the start of my NaNoWriMo word count plucking at my brain; trying to mollify a complaining customer on my workplace computer while my protagonist has found a perfect reply to a secondary character’s question, and measuring cookie ingredients while the antagonist puts the heroine on the defensive. It’s a precarious load to balance.

      You may say that the solution is to handwrite it down somewhere. My problem as a writer is that my brain breaks the sound barrier on the Autobahn, while my hands write at the pace of a crippled snail. I would like to journal, but the end result would be like the Rosetta Stone; it would take ages to decipher. Even I can’t read some of what I’ve attempted to write down without intense concentration. My dreams will forever be lost to unreadable scribble.

      Once November rolls around, though, there will be no stopping me. My intention is to write enough to have the groundwork for three of my four stories drafted (book one is in the editing phase now).

      I can then spend December recovering. And doing more laundry.

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    • Road Interrupted

      Posted at 4:40 pm by kayewer, on October 21, 2023

      Crews were laying pipes on our side street all week (the gas company is replacing old cast iron with more durable materials), and the disruption it has caused was more than just a minor inconvenience on occasion. The usual Monday through Friday routine would be affected by the necessary closures.

      My street had the privilege of getting a traffic signal a few years ago, so when the side street was closed off while the crews jackhammered their way through the fairly newer asphalt to dig up the pipes, one would simply head for the light and wait to make a turn.

      In an ideal world, that is.

      Several of the homes on the block house tenants on the second floor, adding to the usual parking woes on streets which were designed to hold one vehicle per house. The tenants usually obtain parking permits to be allowed to stay on the street overnight, but then the block becomes a one-way only thin strip of available navigation space.

      The other day, one of the bus company’s senior and handicapped vans was pulled over to allow a resident to board with their walker. The driver parked on an angle to allow space between the curb or driveway and the first step on the van, but in doing so, she made passing impossible. Queue a driver heading toward the traffic light, who became impatient at having to wait and did not want to do a k-turn (also known locally as a “U-ie”) and head the other way, so she began yelling at the driver and poor disabled person, who were working together to get in and get going.

      What alerted me to this chaos (since I was in my home office on the clock doing my job) was the sudden cacophony of raised voices coming from the street. I went to the door to check out what was happening, along with my neighbors next door, and I realized I was encountering my first Karen. She didn’t want a manager, however; she just wanted everybody to hop to it and get out of her way.

      I then saw my neighbor using the walker, with whom I’ve had little actual social contact, wave his hand at the instigator, flip the middle finger and start chanting “get lost” in so many words (I don’t think I need to spell it out). The scene was so deliciously bizarre; nobody of Boomer age would have considered thinking of that particular term, let alone using it aloud, in one’s prime. But here he was, letting her have it in classic dismissive style, arms waving while the walker remained on standby at the curb. The van driver then walked over to the lady’s window and started giving her a lecture about consideration for the elderly and infirm who depend on the transportation for therapy and some quality time in the company of others. I did not see the outcome, because my next door neighbor pulled us aside and discouraged us from being gawkers. He had a point, but had a fist flew at that car window, despite my total lack of experience in such things, I would’ve been over there in a flash. That did not appear to be necessary; in minutes the block was clear again.

      All this chaos because a side street was blocked.

      Normally, I set my trash out the morning of pickup, but this was the first week ever that it didn’t work for me: the waste management crew, who had apparently been alerted to the situation, came early, before I had even gotten dressed, and my trash didn’t make it to the curb in time.

      To add insult to injury, Mister Softee decided to take advantage of the nice weather to show up for an ice cream run. Fifteen minutes before dinner. I lay the blame upon the construction slowing down their route. So I missed trash collection, and I missed my ice cream. And I saw my first live Karen showdown.

      Those new pipes better work well until I leave this earth; I don’t want to go through all this again.

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    • Recognition Versus Prevention

      Posted at 5:26 pm by kayewer, on October 14, 2023

      I saw something new in my social media pages; a shirt which has a message like this on the back:

      To the person behind me.
      Your life matters.
      Sincerely, the person in front of you.

      There are others as well, including one which says it’s okay to just do nothing in a day, suggesting that as long as you got through it, you’re okay and can pick up again tomorrow.

      All of this is designed to help with mental health or depression awareness, and lessen the staggering numbers of people who leave this world by their own hands.

      I don’t know if this works as it is supposed to.

      The person in front of you is allegedly a stranger, so they don’t know who you are. A depressed individual is more in need of validation from somebody familiar to them, from whom the sentiment matters. “You matter” from somebody you don’t know may have the same effect as, “That will be $10.98.”

      Our awareness and actions pertaining to depression and death by one’s own design don’t seem to be helping to lessen the numbers. In 2022, the U.S. Centers for Disease Control & Prevention noted a 2.6 percent increase in self-inflicted deaths, and in 2021 there was a five percent increase. Nearly 49,050 people left this earth in that manner last year.

      On the good news side of those statistics, young people ages 10 to 24 did not show up in the counts as much as before, and indigenous Indian deaths dropped by over six percent.

      There is a number, 988, staffed 24 hours a day for those in crisis, but do people who are that deeply depressed going to respond to a stranger’s reassurances? Once that phone call ends, the person is back where they started from; alone with demons determined to hold them hostage and ruin their lives.

      And no validation from somebody who matters to them.

      The cruelest thing we do to each other is ignore. We have trained ourselves via social media and the entertainment industry to embrace the perfection behind a ton of makeup and surgery, laugh at the foibles of the “plain” folks and avert our eyes at everything else. This goes for ugly things as well, such as our growing trash problem; if we don’t look at it, maybe it will go away, we think.

      Unfortunately, the things in life which are not our idealistic vision of perfection still exist, and they need tending to. The trash displacing our oceans will bring the tides up into our coastal residences, and the person we ignore just because they aren’t our ideal may end up departing this earth by themselves, or they may cause mayhem and hope the police will do it for them. People in pain need people to help alleviate that pain. This means taking the time to turn around and look at the person behind you and managing to say hello to them. That one word can make their lives matter much more than the throw-away saying on a shirt.

      It came from a human voice.

      It came from the heart.

      And both can walk away beating a little lighter because of it.

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    • It’s Curtains

      Posted at 6:03 pm by kayewer, on October 7, 2023

      My sun porch is one step closer to modernization. The window installers swapped out the last of the original drafty wooden versions, which opened and closed via an inset chain, for the updated energy efficient versions which work with ease.

      The new windows naturally bring with them some other responsibilities, such as swapping out the old window treatments for newer ones. No woman on the planet allows a new set of windows to go without a makeover for the interior dressings. It simply isn’t in our code of womanly ethics.

      Fortunately I had the perfect ones for the job. A major purchase my mother made at a now-defunct department store became lost during some housekeeping, and were forgotten. I managed to find them as I was cleaning late last summer; they had fallen behind a cabinet and disappeared into a corner behind the draperies (which could also use an upgrade, since they operate on a pulley system). I waited for the entire window installation to be completed before the new treatments were put in.

      I can confidently say that the last time I had to use an iron and ironing board was during our last Republican administration. Nobody seems to need irons anymore. I needed one because these curtains were from the early 90s and had creases at least that old which had set in. Fortunately I had those and a can of sizing (which is apparently different from spray starch, the use of which has nearly completely passed into history). I spent over an hour pressing out those creases, then another half hour putting them onto the rods and installing them.

      It was worth the effort; the new treatments are sunnier and brighter.

      The next step is getting new window shades, which need new hardware installed, because somebody in their marketing wisdom decided to make the original design obsolete.

      After that, repainting (possibly), followed by shifting furniture around and turning the area into office space for me to assume my secret identity of blogger and hopeful novelist (when I don’t have my work computer set up during the weekday hours).

      When I’m finished, I should have something which will resemble a Zoom meeting background. Except my features won’t pixelate and there is no marvelous vista behind me; just a huge tree. I look forward to seeing the finished product and actually living inside it. It’s a small goal, but one which will be a joy to accomplish. At least I have curtains.

      Now, about those drapes. . . .

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