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  • Monthly Archives: September 2020

    • But Bread Is the Staff of Life

      Posted at 5:21 pm by kayewer, on September 26, 2020

      I started the weekend by baking bread. Sure I have done banana bread, but that is a different type, requiring no time or effort for the actual creation. After seeing an article by a food editor who took her first shot at bread, and reading about how many 2020 shut-ins emptied the grocery shelves of bread-making staples, it was a necessary project.

      Like Charlton Heston as Moses, I was compelled to do it.

      At least I had some of the essentials, such as all-purpose or AP flour, salt, running water and nearly all the cooking hardware. The grocery store provided yeast, and the store I always call the “Three Bs” (Bed, Bath & Beyond) yielded a big dutch oven and a scale. Now that I have a dutch oven I can put inside another oven and heat to 450 degrees to bake bread, I figure I can also make chili for a family of ten (or bag nine servings for leftovers). It’s an investment I can will to charity when I die.

      First thing I did was review a video of a no-knead recipe. Taking out the most complicated part of bread dough seemed a good idea for my first try, because under- or over- handling can result in disaster. It was then I found out a scale wasn’t necessary because the recipe is known to be very forgiving. Still, it’s good to have once I venture into more complex recipes in which measuring to the gram is a must, like for cloud bread (seems easy, but I blew three attempts).

      I then timed out my adventure. Since I had to let the dough rise for twelve hours or more, I started the night before, measuring flour, salt, yeast and water, then plunging my ultra-clean hands into the handy bowl and swishing the combination around. Turns out I needed more water, which I parceled out in little splashes until I had a concoction somewhere between glue and wet cement. Into the bowl it went, with a covering of plastic wrap.

      Amazingly, I slept well overnight.

      Next day I approached the bowl, and there was a beautiful round mass of risen perfection. It clung to the bowl, drooping sideways while tendrils hung on for dear life. I encouraged it onto a floured counter and folded it onto itself before letting it sit again.

      Finally I placed my humongous dutch oven in. . . .what I guess is my American oven, and heated it to 450 degrees. When it was ready and I opened the door, the heat was intense. Quickly I fetched the bowl and attempted again to turn out the dough. It stuck to my hand like mud on a Sunday dress, but I asserted my authority and plopped it into the center of the dutch oven. As I suspected, my new cooking device was larger than called for, but it was a choice between going one size smaller or one size bigger, and believe me I know better than to go down a size.

      Thirty minutes later, as I opened the oven door and took the cover off, I had a brown and round loaf of bread looking up at me. Now came a problem: it looked ready, but the recipe called for another 15 minutes uncovered. I went for ten, took it out and was glad I did. The top was deep brown, just short of black. So onto the burner it went, and the bread finally went to the cooling rack, with not a hint of a singe.

      Anxiously I took a cooling slice and spread butter on it, then split the remainder in half and bagged them for later. The flavor was simple, warm and inviting. Plans for sandwiches or chili swam in my head.

      I had done it. I had baked bread.

      Next time it’ll be wheat, or kneaded. It’s something I’m compelled to do.

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    • Cycling Through

      Posted at 4:47 pm by kayewer, on September 19, 2020

      Two bags of shredded paper; that’s what I have after clearing through some paperwork from awhile back. I hadn’t realized the papers were there until I picked up a box and looked inside. It was hiding among forgotten clothing donations. Some of it was nine years old, so I knew it had to go.

      But wait! These days you can’t just throw stuff out. As it is, one has to recycle plastics (I’ve figured out how to remember which numbers in the little triangles are okay to put out for rebirth as new stuff: just remember using the bathroom, and “number one” and “number two” go in the bucket, while everything else is trash), so papers of any kind have to undergo some scrutiny as well.

      Anything with a name and address on it gets shredded, as does anything with an account number, a reference to private matters or involving money. That’s a lot of stuff to sort, but I still managed to fill an extra bag of non-shredded paper for trash pickup, and there may be one or two more before the week is over.

      The shredder has, thankfully, been cooperative. During the sorting process I managed to find some remnants of the past, such as three sheets of address labels I can still use, a few photos I had written off as missing, and pages of my novel manuscript which I had transcribed from a critique session.

      In the trash are cellophane windows from envelopes, staples, a few desiccated rubber bands (have you noticed that they don’t hold up for long these days?) and miscellany not suited to anyplace else.

      The experience left me feeling content in having rid myself of unnecessary clutter, as well as nostalgic while going over some old times.

      Now I have new projects, like putting the found photos in an album and figuring out where to store the manuscript pages. It’s a constant adventure, which is why they call it recycling.

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    • Scaled Down

      Posted at 4:51 pm by kayewer, on September 12, 2020

      My scale at home hasn’t changed whenever I step on it, but yesterday I saw the doctor, and her scale put on seven more pounds! The nurse said that it might be off, but maybe she was just trying to make me feel better. If it’s off, is my scale correct? If it’s right, my scale might be broken. Either way, I didn’t like the number I saw. It puts me in a different clothing size.

      Just when you fill your closet with beautiful stuff just the way you like it, you need to start all over again.

      No, I won’t go to that extreme. I have to check my scale first. This means getting something with a known weight, stepping on and then subtracting what I weigh from what the total weight is with the new object, or something like that. Maybe the thing, being a good 25 years old or so, needs to be re-calibrated or tossed. This takes some scientific processing to figure out, and which I didn’t have time to do today. I did walking today, and some housework taking me up and down stairs with heavy objects like my super-sucking vacuum.

      I do exercise; my scale just doesn’t care. It tells me that my calorie counting and efforts to balance my work like in a chair with physical activity amounts to nothing.

      Nothing, however, might be good. At least I wouldn’t see my weight go up, even if it doesn’t go down. But that scale in the doctor’s office suggests I could feed a family of four starving zombies, or one great white shark for a week. That’s fattened-for-slaughter predator fodder. How depressing.

      At least, I say to comfort myself, I have not gone too far as many people have done. Sugar content and fat are my watch points, with sodium coming in a close third. After having the same breakfast and lunch every day for this entire home restriction, moving my deserts all week to after lunch so I don’t sit around on extra calories at night when I’m tired, and avoiding sodas and snacking, have produced no positive, but also no negative, results, unless you look at the scale in that office.

      So somebody is lying, but at least I haven’t lied to myself.

      If things stay even, I’m happy. So many people gain as they age, and many are gaining because food is the only comfort in confinement. So I’m proud of what I have managed to do.

      And if my scale is broken, do I really have to buy a new one?

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    • Cine Meh

      Posted at 4:33 pm by kayewer, on September 5, 2020

      The movies are coming back. They’re the first part of normalcy to take place in a large multi-seat auditorium (Broadway and other events are still either closed or playing without live audiences), so folks do seem nervous about returning and enjoying the entertainment. The news media covered local re-openings, and there were no lines outside the box office. It didn’t matter to me. I’m going. I have my mask, my anti-bacterial gel and a clean bill of health, so better to go now and enjoy while the place is still relatively germ-free (and before they possibly shut down again–heaven forbid–when the crowds start to gather in time for the Friday feature).

      I have been anxiously awaiting the trailer for Dune, which is scheduled to open in December in time for the holidays, so when I heard that it would probably be running with whatever was being shown in early September, I grabbed the opportunity to do dinner and a movie. I picked the latest big budget movie called Tenet for my first venture into a post-shutdown film. Got two movie tickets.

      Unfortunately it will turn out to be a solo date for me, myself, and I. And the process of refunding one ticket.

      My movie friend finally got back to work, and she sadly noted that she will be leaving work for the evening just when the movie is starting. My other friend, a neighbor, picked up a throat infection and is having too much trouble concentrating on eating, drinking and trying to sleep without discomfort for sharing any enthusiasm about a movie. Her whole holiday weekend is likely shot.

      That’s happened before when Mulan was canceled. I had the tickets and we were ready to go, when everything shut down. It’s deja view at the movies. I can’t seem to get a chance to go with somebody to anything lately.

      I had the chance to reserve my luxury recliner chair at the theater, so I picked our favorite seat location. The seating around me (which would’ve been us) appears to be empty, so I may well find myself sitting in a nearly barren auditorium, or with the next patron seated in the nosebleed section too far away to matter. It will probably seem like watching a DVD at home, except more expensive and with a lingering smell of popcorn in the air.

      Once I sat with my movie friend for an opera broadcast of Carmen, and we were alone in the house because of a soaking thunderstorm. Not to mention a seeming lack of joy for such performance art on a big screen on a weekday evening. We had a ball anyway.

      The restaurants opened up to a quarter capacity for indoor dining, too, so it will be dinner and a movie for one. Indoors at a table. Imagine that. No outdoor tables with umbrellas, heat and insects. Actually sitting at a restaurant and being served a meal. And by myself. No party of two for me.

      But I am anticipating this one will be a ball anyway, because it’s closer to normal. Soon it will be that way for all of us. And I’ll tip well.

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