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  • Monthly Archives: August 2009

    • Mental Gas

      Posted at 11:22 pm by kayewer, on August 29, 2009

      Writers are always offering advice about getting the creativity out of the imagination and onto something tangible.  This past week I had worse luck trying to win a round of Mahjong Titans (the same round I have lost consistantly 30 times in a row) than with trying to write a paragraph.  It’s depressing to get absolutely nowhere on two projects at once.  So I’m having a classic brain fart.

      I have the scene I want to write in my brain, but getting it onto the page was just not happening this week.  It probably didn’t help that the air conditioner breathed its last, I had to work remotely out of another office for a day (and none of the programs I normally use would migrate to the other computer), I had to return a printer with instructions a rocket scientist couldn’t interpret, and my change in medication (which I ranted about last week) has caused me to gain another pound.

      Maybe my protagonist should gain weight and wind up in a room with no air conditioning.  That might spur some action.  No, that would ruin the flow.  Instead, I think I’ll try a technique I read about from yet another writer, in which I’ll focus on just writing down something or anything I can actually get out onto a page, even if it isn’t part of my novel.  I guess I’m doing that right now.  I’ll be sure to let you know if it helps me get the next chapter written.

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    • My Healthcare Experience

      Posted at 11:29 pm by kayewer, on August 22, 2009

      My prescription medication was a bit expensive, so when I went to see my doctor I asked, as my prescription provider recommended, that I be given a generic version of the drug I was taking.  Unfortunately there is none, partly because it’s a combo and not past its patent expiration date, I guess.  So he dutifully put me on the half of the drug that mattered, and in a slightly higher dose to make up for the missing half.

      In a month, I’ve gained four pounds.

      So what do I do, go back on the original drug and be four pounds lighter and broke, or try another change by adding a second drug to my medicine cabinet?

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    • A Request Answered/A Request Ignored

      Posted at 11:31 pm by kayewer, on August 15, 2009

      Awhile ago I wrote an open letter to McDonald’s asking them why they had not introduced their 1/3 pound Angus burgers to the general public instead of confining it to the New York test marketing area.  It’s finally here, and I’m glad that some requests do get answered.

      On the other hand, I had to contact an internet provider because, according to my server, their security certificate had expired.  I tried calling, but was transferred three times and wound up back where I started.  I e-mailed them instead, but got a generic response and no promise that the problem would be handled.

      If you were a secure website, wouldn’t you want somebody to let you know that you could be vulnerable–and your customers by proxy–to invasion?  Wouldn’t you at least want to extend a note of thanks to somebody who had taken the time to let you know about it?

      Being a person who still (perhaps stupidly) believes in fighting for the right, I won’t stop trying.  That doesn’t mean I don’t get ticked off when others stop caring.

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    • The Loneliness of the Close-Range Shooter

      Posted at 11:42 pm by kayewer, on August 8, 2009

      The news of a man opening fire inside an aerobics class at an L.A. Fitness club in the small Pennsylvania town of Bridgeville touched a nerve for me as it did for the general public.  Reports say the shooter, George Sodini, had been trying for years to find companionship with women and was continually rejected.  After years of frustration, he succeeded, in his second known attempt, to take his pain out on those he felt had hurt him.

      It’s hard to be one of those human beings who just can’t find a mate of any kind, even just a friendly social type of relationship with a person of the preferred gender.  Of course, we never question our own fickle nature, we make it impossible for lonely people to find safe companionship, we have diseases like AIDS and an aversion to playing it safe for fear of looking like wimps.  We are also so aesthetically picky about people, we often cheat ourselves out of getting to know some wonderful folks just because they may not be perfectly turned out.

      What the rampaging shooters in our society learn too late is that dead people can’t help you.  They can’t say they’re sorry that they don’t find you an acceptable prospect, or tell you the reasons why or give advice that would be beneficial.

      Apparently Sodini was taking classes on how to “pick up” women, and he was hitting the gym to try to be shapely enough to attract women.  So what went wrong?  We may never find out from those victims who are still recovering from the shootings (three women died, and nine were injured before Sodini took his own life).  We are left with another legacy of revenge and terrorism that we will ultimately forget until the next time it happens.

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    • A Thought About Vaccines & Autism

      Posted at 11:43 pm by kayewer, on August 1, 2009

      There is a lot of controversy about vaccines, especially when they are new on the market or quickly developed for the prevention of a new superbug.  Some parents are wary of the upcoming swine flu/H1 N1 vaccine which will be promoted to stop the spread of the pandemic animal/avian strain as kids and susceptible persons resume the close contact of public school and winter imprisonment indoors.

      Somebody recently brought up the scare associated with vaccines and autism.  The naysayers believe that the administration of some types of vaccines cause the social withdrawal condition, though nobody knows why.

      Often as a society we try to group everything in life into absolute categories dominated by time frames, cut-offs and deadlines.  For example, public schools often will not accept a child into kindergarten if they have not turned five years of age within a certain time period of the start of school.  This is a rather stringent but silly policy:  we’ve all seen some immature six-year-olds and, on the other hand, five-year-olds who could give Ken Jennings a run for his money.  Age, in these cases, is not a matter of calendar time, but of physiological time.  One child at age five may not be as ready for school as another.  However, in the social pecking order, everybody either fits the mold or spends their lifetime paying absurd social penalties for not doing so.  It’s sad to see social stratification ruin children’s lives when they are just getting started, but that’s how we obviously prefer it (otherwise we’d change it).

      So is there any scientific evidence that says vaccination is also to be set at so stringent a schedule?  Is every child at such-and-such age really physically and mentally ready for the challenges of introducing a foreign substance into their bodies?  Is it a possibility that delaying some vaccines in some children may prevent certain conditions, not because the vaccine causes the condition, but because the body is not ready to handle it yet?

      If 100 children are vaccinated and do not become autistic, but #101 does, is it possible that child #101 was not in the same physically developed state as the other 100?  If not, then the poor child’s body may not have been ready for the elements in the vaccine to become part of the mix, and the result could be autism.  Think of it as putting frosting on the cake while it is still in the oven:  the cake isn’t ready, the frosting melts and the cake won’t keep rising.

      We naturally assume that everything happens at the same time for everybody.  This trait develops at age so-and-so, and that trait should appear by age whatever:  if it really isn’t ready until age so-and-so and 24-48 hours from then, we can do damage to the underdeveloped system with its body clock just a few ticks slower than the rest of the field.  I wonder if the medical field should be more flexible in these matters, and do some more research into the matter of timing with vaccines.

      Of course, I’m not a medical professional, but sometimes questions like this arise, and it helps to bring them out so they can be answered.  We have millions of innocent children out there who need protection from disease.  At the same time, we don’t want to second guess how to do something just because of the way we mark age or time.  Taking our time can often prevent mistakes, and when it comes to health, the future is a whole lot longer than whatever time we take to be a little more cautious.

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